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SillyBird.偶尔想起，便坠入哀愁。一个如琉璃般易碎的灵魂，终究抵触情感的侵蚀。亦无力给于任何温暖。唯一善于的，似乎只有逃离。 January 04 AgingNever thought I'll be the type to come back to the office on the last day of the shutdown period to tie up some loose ends before the first working day of 2009... but here I am.
What's with the years that's gone by... so many big dreams had died down, so much energy had been vacuumed into the thin air, good friends are now scattered all over the planet, and my 2005 resolution of travelling around the world in a backpack had somehow turned into struggling to find a 2-week gap in my schedule to take annual leave. And leave is merely enough for catching up on the sleep debt accumulated over the year.
It's hard not to question - with all that sense of security I've aimed to achieve (jobs, relationships, in life), what's it all worth. Is security merely increasing layers of responsibilities, which leads to nothing but aging.
I miss the freedom of waking up at 1pm and going to sleep at 6am. Miss those nights spent wandering aimlessly among people and glaring lights. Miss the laughs shared with strangers. Miss the tears shared with my closest. Miss not knowing what tomorrow holds. Miss the ability of unable to foreseen where I'd be or what I'd be doing in 5 years time. On some days I miss those times so much, it aches.
Today is one of those. October 15 然後怎樣完成了所謂的理想 放縱了情緒的氾濫
汗都流亁 天都微亮
然後怎樣
擁有了旅行的空檔 卻遺失流浪的背囊
沿著軌道 一直流浪
然後怎樣
假期過完有甚麼打算
走過一個天堂少一個方向
誰在催我成長 讓我失去迷途的膽量
我怕誰失望 我為誰而忙
我最初只貪玩 為何變負擔
為何我的問題 總得等待別人的答案
我的快樂時代燦爛 才領悟代價多高昂
不能滿足 不敢停站
然後怎樣
[http://au.youtube.com/watch?v=Q_MOFEe0DlI]
September 13 Summer of 69
I got my first real six-string
Bought it at the five and dime
Played it till my fingers bled
It was the summer of '69
Me and some guys from school
Had a band and we tried real hard
Jimmy quit and Joey got married
I shoulda known we'd never get far
Oh when I look back now
That summer seemed to last forever
And if I had the choice
I'd always wanna be there
Those were the best days of my life
Ain't no use in complaining
When you got a job to do
Spent my evenings down at the drive-in
And that's when I met you
Standin' on your mama's porch
You told me that you'd wait forever
Oh and when you held my hand
I knew that it was now or never
Those were the best days of my life
Man we were killining time
We were young and restless
We needed to unwind
I guess nothin' can last forever - forever, no
And now the times are changing
Look at everything that's come and gone
Sometimes I play that old six-string
I think about you wonder what went wrong
Standing on your mama's porch
You told me it would last forever
The way you held my hand
I knew that it was now or never
Those were the best days of my life
Back in the summer of '69 |
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